So.. I don't know how far my surrounding changed.. in the last few years, but I changed. What change..?? There used be days.. I was afraid to think.. afraid to.. see day changing. Now.. much more freedom in my thoughts...
The most sickening thing is.. I always believed that I will be like this some time or the other..
But why it is sickening.. ?? Let me talk about my future.. the way I see now...
Will get married, some kids, no Ph. D. (don't believe if say.. i will go for Ph. D.).. Going step by step in my profession..
How this is going to happen.. whatever.. opinions I have will slowly.. get faded.. with time. Then, what ever happens next is obvious..
PS: I never commit to anything.. making myself obvious. ;)
3 comments:
"much more freedom in thoughts" Hmm.. Good right!!
Sickening?? I am getting but still I am not getting !!!
I never wanted to be like this.. but I know I will be.. 'cas of NO DECISIONS/Commitments..
same now.. that is sickening.
give time.. everthing will fade out no matter how intense it is. (truely true with me ;)
Hmmm.. Yes With Time !! Everything will fade out no matter how intense it is.. truely true with everyone !!
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