I won.. ;)

The game I played is color burst at www.freeonlinegames.com It was fun and more interestingly I successfully finished it ;)

Should I or not..??

Dec 29th.. 

Is looking back acceptable or not.. ?? As always.. it depends on what I wanted to get out the act of "looking back". There are certain things we do in day to day life. We never realise the significance of the acts.. but after few years.. if you look back... blah.. blah.. same known crap.. 

now the point is.. do you need to think about them.. again & again.. ?? I have a philosophy.. same thing should not happen with me twice..  so.. it is acceptable.

ps: you can pretty much convince yourself for what ever you do.. as I can always change my philosophy for making it not acceptable.. ;)

Forbidden..

It was an early morning after a heavy rain. All of our streets were flooded with water. I just woke up and told my mom I want to go and play in the water with paper boats.. 'No' was the call. I went to my uncle (I used call him) who used to live in my opposite house. He made some neat paper boats and started playing with them sitting in his house veranda which use to be of very low height and rain water was fairly accessible from there... after that he gave me some eatables... which he bought the previous night.. packed exclusively for me.. 

18 years later.. the building where I played.. is looking like this.. and Uncle left my village recently after his wife's death. 

Dark... light!!

prematured happiness.. :)

So.. what am I talking about.. ??

For some time.. I was working on something. It is not a research quality problem as it doesn't have any uncertainties about the solution. But there are uncertainties.. on me whether I will be able to do it or not..

So.. today, I was able to finish a critical step in the process.. as I integrated pre-matured modules of the work and was able to see a pre-matured sign of success....

so.. I'm sooo.. happy. since everything is pre-matured.. this happiness should also be called as pre-matured.. ;)

Read somewhere..

Don't make any decision.. till the time you have to make it.. 

Don't fix it unless it is broke... 

If you don't have an agenda.. then there is no point opposing the bulk opinion. (other words.. don't hurt without purpose.... ) 

Never take anything/anyone for granted.. either personally or professionally.. 

Believing in situations rather than people makes.. you more practical.

Your actions should follow your objectives.. In other words.. the actions doesn't follow/relate to your objectives are basically useless.. 

Commitment takes a silly reason... but it is the best thing you can do in life.

ps: In fact.. I understood like this.. 

Have you..

.. ever told anyone that I did it for you and you didn't even respond/realise/recognise? 

There are this things called morals. Even though working in the limits of those doesn't come naturally to us, we impose those restrictions on our actions after the entire thought process. With me most of the times I can't really remember what are the rule when you do certain types of actions. 

So.. what is the practical way?? Avoid situations where your action and thought might not coincide!!

For the question I've asked above, I totally believe that you are a real stupid to ask such a question if the situation really arises. 

To avoid that situation (of even thinking).. I would've never done anything for others.. ;)

ps: If what I said above is true then.. the previous post should be a retrospection of my decisions rather than total sick feeling.. but is it..??

Whats the point.. ??

For the past 10days.. I was getting increasingly frustrated about the way I'm spending my time! I guess it is a sort of life style issue but the only thing kept on coming to mind was "Whats the point in doing all these things?"

details of why frustrated, what I'm doing, what I'm thinking.. are too much clumsy right now.. grr.. I guess that is why I'm frustrated.. :D